I have told myself coultless times not to bother with them anymore. But, at the end, I still feel obliged.

Maybe, I'm too impatient with them or I've treated them as adults, which I think I shouldn't. Consequently, I'll only feel disappointed with their lackadaisical attitude. Or, mabybe this is so-called generation gap.

But, I counldn't recall any of such behaviours during my adolescent years. I remember I was very conscientious esppecially in my studies and school activities. I really treasured every moment and opportunity that came by even until my college and university years.

I've tried my very best to let them know the umph when one can achieve in whatever one does. But, that doesn't seem to be attractive to them. They lack the enthusiasm I've hoped for. Ironically, I am the one who feel enthusiastic in whatever I've set my mind on. At times, maybe I'm too single minded in doing things; so, at the end I'll feel frustrated and disappointed.

I'm really at my wits end to try to influence them. Maybe, I should give them up.